The Smile From No Where

Today, I smiled. Not a fake little smile that comes becase it's expected, but a real one. As I smiled tears fell down my face. I was sad, true. But nonetheless the smile was real.

I smiled today because I was texting your best friend. He told me that he knew I loved you. He also told me that you had informed him of us. You told him you really liked me. I smiled because I now knew you wernt lying. I cried because I know you don't feel the same anymore.

I smiled today. I began to love myself again. The only reason I ever stopped was because I felt you never really did. Now I know. You still don't, that hurts. But you did. There were all those times, all the talks, that were true. So you were true to me then too.

I am beautiful. I am skinny. I am funny. I am a great person. They are simply jelous or just generally mean. I am better then them. I am amazing. And you...you loved me. <3